Week 6

Finalli im into week 6 of this tedious internship.. Feel realli worn out and tired.. N it just doesnyt help when everything else in your life also crumbles to a stop.. Last week was quite a bad week initialli as on monday, i made a decision that was painful but yet necessary... I decided to end my relationship with my gf after 2.5yrs... It wasnt a bad break in the sense as we were both amicable about it.. But just felt lousy and abit sad.. So tuesday was totalli a pms dae for mi.. totalli no mood to work and time just seem to be soooo slow... Fortunately, i manage to ahve a dinner appointment with my best khakis from ntu and through the dinner and ice-cream dessert, i managed to cheer up and look at things from a broader perspective.. But thurs and fri was bad.. My senior was on off and i was left alone at the client's place to do audit.. Although there was no stress at all as i have the power to plan my own schedule, but being alone at a job wasnt a perfect choice for mi on that week.. Felt realli loneli... So i decided that thurs was a haf dae and i knocked off at 430 pm to go back to school.. Felt so happi... The earliest time so far to knock off..

Then its mj as usual on both thurs and friday.. Feels good to mj to destress and forget about the unhappy things in life.. I have run away from reality for the past week but i guess its time to wake up and move on with mi life... N hopefulli find my better half..

RE: week 4

This week is a horrendous week.. F1nalli made mi hate audit and want to seriousli think trice about gg to work in the audit profession.. Worked like crazy this week.. WSith one dae hitting the 11pm mark and another dae at 930.. Sad to sae but there's NO ot pay for such overtime work.. So i realli feel like i am cheaper than a Bangala worker..

N I realli feel tt i cant stand hypocrites or peoplw who are so bossy and fake.. One such person is the mgr in charge of this job i am in.. Completely feel disgusted at her behaviour and the way she looks at people when she toks.. Completely feel like she is looking down on people.. N they expect to be flattered with drinsketc.. So feel like i am a coffee uncle in the pantry.. One such incident is when mi senior ask us out of goodwill if we wanted green tea and we were "automatic" and said no as she was busy.. But this mgr sae she wants and she expects it to be made for her.. OMG... I am an auditor NOT a coffee/drinks uncle.. From tt dae on, i have discounted her by 50% and i realli dislike such persons.. Completely peeves mi off..


But there's another category of person called the "partners" aka the big shots who also expect to be served but i can understand as they are quite high ranked and do have such svc in office.. But at least they bother to sae thank you.. tt's call courtesy and although it is a simple thank you but it will just make yr dae..

So basicalli this partner although he expects drinks, he at leasts sae thank you which i feel is basic courtesy.. Dislike people who compeltely have no sense of courtesy...

But friday was the slackest dae.. HAd nothing much to work on as had to wait for client to pass stuff... So slacked the whole dae and even had time to arrange for bridge competition on saturday.. Met zr and xy and alexas for dinner.. Dunno y but it justs feel relaxing and happi to be out with them.. Seeing them makes mi happy and light in mood.. And sat is bridge as usual from 230 to bout 11.. Then went to watch euro and mj at fren's place... What a nice way to spend the weekend.. And now it is sun le.. tml have to go work.. feelin depressed....