A Weird dream after a tiring night

Yesterday was indeed a shagged day as i had to work 2 shifts again.. Totalli do not relih this experience and sometimes it makes me wonder if this is something i will like to experience in the long run.. Afte my meetup with my career manager on monday, I guess it is more or less official- that my plan for this current job has been reduced from Long term to the immediate short term..

People who are close to me should know the reason behind this but i guess i have to keep to my promise of a one year trial period. But i guess, if i keep to this promise, i should still be around for the next year as it means tat the cause of my reduction in plan for this firm has been eliminated..

So hopefully i will be able to bite through this period and see the sun again.. On a side note, i had a very weird dream last night.. I actually dreamt of someone whom i liked and the person actually got attached and gradually drifted away from me.. Even it was a dream, it felt so real and i could feel the pain and sense of helplessness for that instant.. Hope that this won turn out to be real.. But on the other hand, im afraid of taking a step out as i do not wish to ruin another friendship just because of this.. In a dilenma...

Im Back

The past 2 weeks has been nightmarish for me as i finally broke my own principle of work life balance and worked till past 2am everyday.. However, this job is quite interesting in nature and thus i willlingly put in the hours.. however, wat angered me the most was that my weekends were burnt too as i had to do work for mi prior job.. At the end of it, it just burns my motivation to continue in the firm.. Even clients and close friends feel that it is not worthwhile to do so just becos of 1 person.. But i guess i do need to be firm and emphasise on my principles.. Otherwise, people may just take me for granted and devour me..

After this crazy 2 weeks, I certainli hope that thigns will improve and i will be able to catch up with my buddies whom i have been neglecting.. My health has suffered from the crazy hours and now i am down with this bad headache that i hope will go off soon..

Looking forward to this cuming weekend so that i can finally ahve some rest and time to what i really wish to do...

Eventful weekend

630 on thursday and it points to a long weekend that is meant for me to become wild once again... To sum it up in a sentence.. It is shiok but damn shag.. Guess i have aged during this period and i can no longer be as crazi as i was during my university days..

Went for dinner on thursday at jurong east with my uni best fren.. It was nice of him to suggest meeting mi at jurong east, where i was stationed, so that i din have to travel down to meet him.. Meeting him is alwaes relaxed and enjoyable as i do nt hav to watch what i sae in front of him.. Can trust him and confide in him about anything under the sun and know that he wun leak it out/betray me.. Guess this is the level of friendship that one should seek to attain..

friday was fun and packed.. Finalli i managed to indulge in my leisure activity once again after 2 weeks.. MJ-ing... Played all the way from friday night till sat morning 9am... Played a total of 4 rounds but it feels just like a round or two as these friends are fun to play with and MJ-ing with them is alwaes fun and full of jokes and gossip.. tt's y i probably enjoy playing with them.. Cant take those uber serious and quiet mj sessions as people are just mj-ing for the sake of gambling..

Saturday is the slackiest dae of the weekend as i basicalli just nua-ed at home and watch drama/sleep/teach lesson.. Sundae is also slack as i had a BBQ session.. The atmosphere felt weird and tense and i didnt realli feel that comfortable and at ease as sum people were around.. Had to act PC and i guess im nt one that can act well.. It realli defeats the purpose if one had to act PC and so i left at 830 after a mere 2.5 hrs...