Yesterday was indeed a shagged day as i had to work 2 shifts again.. Totalli do not relih this experience and sometimes it makes me wonder if this is something i will like to experience in the long run.. Afte my meetup with my career manager on monday, I guess it is more or less official- that my plan for this current job has been reduced from Long term to the immediate short term..
People who are close to me should know the reason behind this but i guess i have to keep to my promise of a one year trial period. But i guess, if i keep to this promise, i should still be around for the next year as it means tat the cause of my reduction in plan for this firm has been eliminated..
So hopefully i will be able to bite through this period and see the sun again.. On a side note, i had a very weird dream last night.. I actually dreamt of someone whom i liked and the person actually got attached and gradually drifted away from me.. Even it was a dream, it felt so real and i could feel the pain and sense of helplessness for that instant.. Hope that this won turn out to be real.. But on the other hand, im afraid of taking a step out as i do not wish to ruin another friendship just because of this.. In a dilenma...
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