The PAst 2 weeks

2 weeks flies by very quickly when one is indeed enjoying himself.. I wouldnt dare complain as these 2 weeks have been rather smooth for me as i was able to complete all my work and yet have work life balance.. Best of all, i managed to experience telecommuting.. It is realli uber efficient to be telecommuting as i could finish more work within the same time frame at the comfort of my home..Designing customised templates for my work never seemed so easy and breeze..

N to top it off, i managed to have dinner on several days with my friends, a luxury that i have yet to enjoy completely for the past few weeks..

On a side note, I am feeling relatively vexed and down. Things that seem to be simple such as friendships can becum so complex and hard to comprehend.. What was once considered close friends/someone you will talk and go out with suddenly bcomes a stranger to you.. Even talking to that person seems so stressed and hard to the extent that I really feel like locking myself into my comfort zone again..

Have i really been that aggressive to let ppl shun me and keep a distance from me.. I guess im just being frank with what i think/feel but this has cost me 2 close friendships and i seriosuly think that i should just be a lonely J-san who will just keep to himself and be a zai-nan...

Sad but i guess that is the brute reality of life... Signing off and hopefully things will improve soon enuff..

Breathing space

After those crazy 2 weeks, im glad im finally seeing lights.. Have been working on weekends and till past 12 everyday for 2 consecutive weeks.. Felt totally worned out but fortunately i could take a short break on Monday to rest and chill..

This week has also flown by relatively peacefully and im back to doing my follow up work for my overseas job.. Its confirmed that i will have to fly back there in June so hopefully eveything will go by smoothly and i will be able to complete the work plus have some chill out time..


Still contemplating whether to go for the bash this evening.. Guess im feeling old le and all this noisy crazy nights are no longer for me le...