2 weeks flies by very quickly when one is indeed enjoying himself.. I wouldnt dare complain as these 2 weeks have been rather smooth for me as i was able to complete all my work and yet have work life balance.. Best of all, i managed to experience telecommuting.. It is realli uber efficient to be telecommuting as i could finish more work within the same time frame at the comfort of my home..Designing customised templates for my work never seemed so easy and breeze..
N to top it off, i managed to have dinner on several days with my friends, a luxury that i have yet to enjoy completely for the past few weeks..
On a side note, I am feeling relatively vexed and down. Things that seem to be simple such as friendships can becum so complex and hard to comprehend.. What was once considered close friends/someone you will talk and go out with suddenly bcomes a stranger to you.. Even talking to that person seems so stressed and hard to the extent that I really feel like locking myself into my comfort zone again..
Have i really been that aggressive to let ppl shun me and keep a distance from me.. I guess im just being frank with what i think/feel but this has cost me 2 close friendships and i seriosuly think that i should just be a lonely J-san who will just keep to himself and be a zai-nan...
Sad but i guess that is the brute reality of life... Signing off and hopefully things will improve soon enuff..
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