Lunch this week has been relatively sad as i have been eating in at the canteen at the client's place... barely took 30min to complete my lunch and it will be another 5 hr before i can knock off.. Thus, decided to have a short post during the remaining lunch time..
Today, one of my colleagues randomli mentioned that march is coming to an end.. To be honest, 3 months of peak have passed and it is relatively amazing hw time flies when u are busy.. But to be honest, this peak has been bad for me not in terms of work but in terms of the people that i work with.. the first 2 jobs ( Ma******* and Sw*****) was great as the team members were fun and willing to coach.. totalli enjoyed my stay there despit mi havin to burn up mi weekends.. But i was not hat unlucky in subsequent jobs and at times, i really questioned myself if this is the route that i wan to be in.. At times, i realli felt like throwing in the towel and resign, but i guess i decided to press on cos of mi desire to eventually end up teaching as well as the friends that i have made in the firm thus far.. Friends are indeed important and vital in order for you to press on and stay.. But ppl have started to leave and inevitably, it is sad and the pulling force to stay on is becuming thinner and thinner by day..
On a side note, after 3 days in dilemna, I have finally straightened my thoughts on that unhappy incident.. Maybe people are just pure jealous that i could end on time while they hav to burn oil.. speaking with friends who know me well have assured me that this incident has definitely got nothing to do with my work attitude or watsoever.. As such, J-san will evolve and become more focused with what he wants and not what people wants him to be like...
So happy that it is now wednesday and it is just one more day of work before i go off for my long weekend.. It will be filled with quality personal time and activities such as dinner on thursday with zr and hopefulli mj sessions on fridae.. Sat and sundays i hope will be available for me to do my shopping once again to recharge myself and make mi forget those unhappi incidents at work..
Its 1247pm and its time for me to get back to work le..
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